if life's not beautiful without the pain

Ya know when you get a bad feeling all of the sudden? Like, you sort of foresee different possibilities of how an event will turn out. Well, I have a bad feeling about this years Pride events. I don't know why, and it doesn't really make sense, but I hope I'm wrong, and I hope it's awesome. Rochester has a diverse group, and a lot of open minded residents. Everything should be fine.

Also, I'm getting married on Saturday, the 18th.

I feel:::	thoughtful
I hear:::	White stripes - It's true that we love one another

vivicamoondaze

I think this is it, guys.

My life is a lot better than it's ever really been before, I mean, jeez, I have everything that I want, really. A sexy girl in a comfy bed that only we have ever slept in. A sweet little dog, beer in my fridge, plane tickets to hawaii, and a wedding to plan.
I really have no reason to complain anymore, so I wont.

the end.

I feel:::

content

vivicamoondaze

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Luke and Bekky are coming over for presents tonight. Sarah doesn't get home from work until after ten, but that's alright. We wont start without her, of course. It should be a good time. I'm excited about christmas, not like I was when I was a child, but I'm glad I'm home for the holidays. Part of me always wishes these times could just be over, though. They put on extra stress. Some things just seem a bit ridiculous, like the fact that my mom bought Sarah a digital camera, and we bought Mom a digital camera, and they are pretty much the same in cost, so, why couldn't we have each just purchased our own in the previous year? I'm afraid Sarah is going to be disapointed with her digital camera, it doesn't have all the gadgets and stuff that I think she'd really like. I think she's expecting this like.. completely incredible $300 camera, and that's not what she's going to be getting. She's getting an extremely decent one, with 7.1 mega pixels, a big back lcd screen,

vivicamoondaze

:: you owe nothing to the past but wasted time, to serve a sentence that was only in your mind ::

I'm feeling a little drunk and very mellow. I want to go make our bed and span time around your body.
I love you. I don't wish I loved you, and I don't love you and wish it was returned. I love you, and you love me.
what else is there?
you beautiful being.

I feel:::	good
I hear:::	beck

vivicamoondaze

:: this is the end, this is goodbye, to my past and so-called life ::

I'm so sick of meeting shady people. I'm sick of caring what people think of me. I hate that I let people's opinions of me, get to me, hurt me, and alter how I see myself. I have to move on from this life, from these people that will do nothing but hurt me. I've met way too many shady people in my life, in the past 5 years, in the past 365 days. People like that change you, they try to bring you down. And they kill you and your soul. And I refuse to let people get to me like that anymore.

Fin.

I feel:::	rejuvenated
I hear:::	Atmosphere- Godlovesugly

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well I'd just rather never ever even see beauty again

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